whatever!

shucks.

2005-11-01T20:14:00.000-08:00

ahhhhh!im finallie back! =)) yays! wahaha..haiizz.cant believe two yrs hav jux flew by.. it seems lyk jux ytd we all stepped into tis sch,innocent n naive.. n now,we'r gna b in diff clsses nxt yr.. rmbring e trouble inside n outside e cls.. haiiz.. two yrs isnt enuf!! =(( im sure gna miss twof! mus make da most outa da chalet yea? so so so nervous fer e 11 nov posting .. hopeing tt twof wil go da same cls.. haha.. cant bear fer us to part! people of all diff backgrds,diff races,etc etc .. can b so united in being notorious .. amazing huh? cant wait fer e cls chalet!! ahhhhhh! anw,im gg fer pm ltr.2.45 @ clem.dan rush down to 2nd best to break fast n go fer 'the tabernacle' church wide bs.heh.gg fer 3 wks o tis means tt i wun hafta attn 10 wks o normal bs! cool yea?? full fasting today.. meaning onli plain water..o0o.. nah.. i CAN do it!! =))

2005-10-21T03:05:00.000-07:00

yay! exams are finally over! our one year's worth of blood and sweat will determind our results! haha, i'm being so lame. nonetheless, im more than happy that there are no more exams till next year! duh right.but then again, im so not happy with my results! well,here goes:
ENG- 31.5/60
CHI-42/80
MATHS-50/100(!!!)
SCI-46/100(!!!)
LIT-32/40(oh im SO proud of this!)
HIST-64 or 65/100
GEOG-50/100
seen my beautiful(yeah right!) marks now? but.. thank God these marks are not final yet. there's still hope for me! since it's only 45 percent.. =) well, just hopeing that i can pass science, and higher marks for maths and geography. yana and sab want to go to the class with the computer studies thingy. but im not sure. i mean, im so NOT interested! cant be less bothered with computers except for blogging and email.. haha! getting the option forms next tuesday.oh shucks! i dunno what class to choose or rather.. what class i can get into?! let's just wait and see.. adios!

yeeks. =/

2005-10-11T21:58:00.000-07:00

guess what? i think i suck at maths. wahaha. seriously.x) everyone but syk thought that paper 1 was more difficult than paper2. hur. i've realised something too, from these few days. it's like, people always have to put on a mask when others are around, and nobody really sees the REAL person inside. and only those people who are close to you will see your bad and your ugly. hah. why havent i noticed this til recently? geez. i must be really wols. haiz.. whenever i see people that are always happy, i dont see that they have any problems at all. i must be so blind! and, money isnt everything. BUT its better than not having any. x) haha! thinking of getting part time job this holiday. dunno if my parents will let. but the thing is, i get very lil allowance during holidays. =x yah.. but then again, i dunno where to get a job? fast food restaurant most probably. but which one? and where? hiaz.. so many questions.. no answers. anybody got job or any idea how to get one can sms me.. haha. gotta mug mug mug for literature already. buh byes =))

bleahs.. exams mood...

2005-10-11T02:54:00.000-07:00

ugh! this exam is turning out to be rather sucky! =( gosh. had geog today. laura lim and surjono give different information can! then we also dunno study what.. sheesh. anyway, didnt think i did too well on this paper.. =( not really planning to take this subj next year anyway, so i'd betta concentrate on subjs like maths sci etc. actually left these two more impt ones liao.. yay! =)) oh, yuntian came over today.. and we three( granny me and yuntian) chatted for like, three hours straight! haha! talked and prayed loh. cyt said about not having enough space to do her daily quiet time or speak to god lah.. so yah, we prayed and believed god for miracles la! yup, then gran suggested yuntian stay over my house sat til sun.. cos my mum is also a believer la. then can share more openly and stuffs. her parents non believers mah, so she finds it tough for them to understand her problems and everything. tmr's math! and i didnt really mug la. cos yuntian came over and stuffs. wahaha. haiya. what the heck lah! oh ya, forgot to blog about it yest. that howweiling got scolded by mdm sue cos she came to school with her shirt tucked out! HAHAHA. served you right! major some more! HUR. once band steps down only, she tucks out her shirt and her socks dropped down as well what. still dare scold others huh? just who do you think you are?! big shot ar? my foot ar~! AND you always use your phone during band hor. still wanna scold me! anyway, i was using it OUT OF BAND TIME. and AFTER SCHOOL. it's not as though you own the school! call yourself a christian? HUR. hypocrite more like!!~ just because your idiot gang's lil baby doesnt mean that you can get away with murder. wished that i could turn back time, and i would have scolded you to your face!! sheesh~ dont try to act like nothing's happened okay! sucha good actoress, go hollywood lah. they throw you out as soon as you reach their doorstep more like!! HUMPH! piss me off. okay, i shall not dirty my blog with her name already. gonna be a good gal and study liao. ciao ~

in da midst of exams...

2005-10-09T23:20:00.000-07:00

okay. the examination week has officially started. ugh! and im wishing that it would hurry up and end the whole thing already! such a DRAG... facing exams everyday.. though we get to go back after the exams, it's just to mug somemore. im really really SICK of revising and getting nowhere! sigh. but if i dont revise, my grades will prove it, and i'll die a horrible death. anyway, today's dnt paper was such a killer! i dont think anyone expected it to be so tough! ugh.. just a load of crap to me! seems like i didnt revise anything at all! sigh. i dont know about history, but i saw many people asking for extra writing paper. i only wrote with the two pieces i had. oh no.. but then again, i wonder why they can write like one full page for seven marks? must they scare me like this..? sheesh.. well, tomorrow's geography.. another subject that i dont plan to take next year.. unless i can do really really well tomorrow, if not.. goodbye, geography! =) now a days im saving like a mad woman.. cos after exams im gonna flash the dosh. hehes. maybe i'd get a job leh. dunno yet. cant hurt to earn some extra bucks right? especially during the holidays.. when i hardly get any allowance at all.. hmmm. we'll just have to wait and see, wont we? well, gotta go now. mug mUg MUG! =x

love my new blogskin!

2005-10-07T21:58:00.000-07:00

whew~ spent like AN HOUR searching for a nice blogskin thats totally ME. wahaha. and FINALLY finally i found it. hehees. so so SO happy! =) cos my old skin had a problem with it. i tried a couple of em and got some problem or another! what a waste of time, when i should have been studying. =( but i dont regret anyway. now that i've got this skin! hehs. okay, i should be going off to study now. or rather, lunch FIRST then study. hahaha. :)

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2005-10-06T06:10:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. dun0 what to say bout today lehh.. =/ blahhs.. so siian.. just another day flying away... exams are just 3 more days can.. and it seems that im not prepared lidat.. what can i do except cram cRaM CRAM?! blahhs.. sick of tis lahh.. keep on having exams .. study and study.. no end to tis.. mayb til wen i graduate frm uni lahh horrs... bud now til then ish still v long nia.. =( i reely have NO IDEA why ppl say childhood ish e best tyme of ur life.. i mean, do we look v happi? actually its v stress de lorr.. just that adults cant understand us cos last tyme their school days are so much freer then ours.. anw, im v sick of waiting fer justin to get back to me bout e refreshments tingy! asked him two days already liaos lehh.. and he now hols sumorr.. no time go supermkt to see mehh.. haiiyos.. nemind bout that.. i wana go blog surfing now...

2005-10-05T02:46:00.000-07:00

hiie peeps!! hehs. wells, so hapi tt chi xam is lyk finali ova! whew~ e freakin compre wasn as simple as las tyme's =/ newae, wts done is done, cnt take it back ryte... bt sadly i had chi oral todae... so sian... n i was e las one sumore... lipmin din go fer it loh... wow... 30 marks gone jus lidat... newae, e mr lin or wtevar said my spoken chi v gd... i was lyk huh?!? r u sure?? haha... bt e pasg tt i had to read was nt tt gd... so mani werds tt i dno hw to read... bt i was shockd alryte... he said he gav mi v high 4 e spoken sectn... i was jumpin inside... haha! so mayb oral's nt tt bad aft al... wahahaz.... ozo wen mcd help my mum n sis activate deir ez cards 4 e rewards tingy... hehe... nw tt eng n chi r ova, gota stardie fer e rez o e subjs.... evn werse cn... siiann.... newae, gtg...

2005-10-02T04:44:00.000-07:00

im so pissed with myself! tmr is english already, and yet i cant tear myself away from the book i was reading. haiis. ended up spending like two hours reading that book. sheesh. im so scared. english tmr. tmr's english. ENGLISH!! if i fail, i'd go normal next year!!! aaaaarrrggghhhhhhhh. frustration takes over. actually im more scared bout chinese. tues. course, you know my chi like dunno what liddat. cannot make it one right. =/ gosh. what to do?? im really at my wit's end. all im hoping is that exams will be over soon, and it's free time. hahahs. need to pray pray and pray! =) i will keep my head up even in time when i feel that nothing is working. i WILL continue to trust God and let Him take over my life. theres no point living if all i do is just RELIGIOUS stuff. i wana meet Him face to face everyday! i want a RELATIONSHIP. i want to put my faith in God. i need to be prepared for moving to expo: coping with the amount of souls that God is gonna give us. need to rise up. i will seek God. in whatever that i do, i will consult God first.
alpha camp..
fri night, when we reached, it was already 8 plus. kinda tired. during the service, i was practically falling asleep. hahas. too tired to keep my eyes awake. and God's presence wasnt really there. but e 2nd day. wow. its like e first time i've seen God move so mightily in that church. hahas. its true ok. =p in e morn, i already felt His presence. many cried. during lunch, some of us stayed back to learn from e pastor how to have e 9 spiritual gifts. so we practiced prophecy. hahas. what i got was rather general, but what my mum got. wow!! she was close to 100% correct in knowing what e other person's problem is. very specific. and she told me bout her dream last night and how she felt when the pastor told us bout e 9 spiritual gifts ytd. i think that God has given her e spiritual gift of Word of Knowledge. meaning, she can tell what is bothering a person without e person telling her. i mean, i can too, but not as strong. what my mum got was a picture leh. and even a dream. hehe. what i got was just words. haha. well, and that night, e pastor gave an altar call. haha first time i saw in that church leh. gtg now.. =p

2005-09-30T03:16:00.000-07:00

gosh. how tyme flies. now its friday again.. and mondays english .. tues chinese.. oh my gosh.. will i pass tis tyme round? so scared.. how to improve my english?! ugh.. anw, my mum's church having alpha camp tonite.. im goin!! yeah! so ytd went fer make up cell.. til rather late.. bud thx god somebody gave mi a lift home in e cab.. whew! so didn hav to reach home at lyk 12 midnite?? hahas.. goin off soon.. so happy! =)

*prays tt god wil move in this church...*

2005-09-24T13:46:00.000-07:00

yesterday was the last cell together for my dearest nonesixthree. left band early. met em at yiochukang at five. went to gladys condo's function room. deorated the place and all. waited for the rest to come. cell was really really REALLY REALLY good!!! it rawked. :) could feel god's persence and sis py laid hands. god reminded me of my first love for him and about the dreams and visions that he'd given me. i cried and cried. then came the big announcement. who's gonne be multiplied out of the cell? brandon aubrey yuntian sandy samantha samuel eleanor angeline seewan kevin. gonna miss em all.everyone cried and hugged. hais. yuntian! the person who'd brought me to christ, taught me much and encouraged me. my cuzzie. now we're in different cells. but dun forget that im your cousin hor. hehes. well, cell group's gona be smaller, and different, but god is still the same, yesterday, today and forever. praise god for that! amen!

sluts/bitches/twof...

2005-09-22T05:32:00.000-07:00

trouble in twof and twoe todayy.
it happened during mt. im nt evn sure hw it startd loh. so chaotic! i tink its twoe de ppl start bangin on d wall tt separates us n twof e gurls bang back n scold em. dey scold back la. and den suddenly dey cum our back door and slam it. den heard wt jess hand kena slam ah? hmmm. its cos of weiling loh. duh. wells, at leas tts din jux shout at twof lyk las tyme.. otr den tt, class wuz normal loh. wt els bt study study study? actually had piano today, bt decided to cancel it. wana study! hehehs. did eng maths study geog. haiz. evryday its d same loh. so sick of it alrdy.
anw. my cg multiplying tmr!! brr. nervous! hahas. i hope mslim lets mi go off fer d last cg! she'd beta. its d LAST cg can. hmms. tmr is oso d last band prac fer three wks. yay! =) teehees. (rmb ,farah?) zach, zach. so many gurls eh? still say d gurls go to him one. haiis. bhb la! hahas. i tink wt jh say is true loh. evry time dere's trouble, it jux makes twof more united loh. hehes. i realise tt i lurve twof! whee~

countdown: 2 days to cg multiply..

2005-09-21T05:32:00.000-07:00

two more days before n163 multiplies! oh gosh. im so nervous. haha. i cant even go for the LAST cell on friday lah. haiis. all thanks to band AGAIN! bleughs. last sat, wen sis py told us that we're gonna multiply, everybody was silent for a few secs, then our reactions kicked in. this came to me as quite a shock. though we'd already had two cg meetings and everything, i wasnt expecting it this fast. hehs. oh well, it was bound to be, sooner or later. i just wished i didnt have to miss d last cg loh. haiis so sad. wished i could just skip band this once. i dont think they would consider this a valid reason loh. sadly.
*today__'
had e usual stuffs in school. teachers are piling up our homework like nobody's business! bleughs. hardly have time to revise lor. its stupidity can. they expect us to revise and revise but they dont give us enough time to study! sheesh. and it seems like everyday im staying back for one reason or another. reach home around 5. if got no band lah, that is. one good thing though, friday will be our last band practice. yays!! hehs.

kekex...

2005-09-14T06:12:00.000-07:00

yet another precious day in school. i tried my best to pay attention in all e classes! whee~ hahas. it gets pretty boring aftr sometime, so i tune out. hey, at least i've tried! yeah. well, exams are drawing nearer and nearer.. im scared! i WILL study hard ! i CAN do it! manage to do two eril wkshts and maths hw in 2.30 hrs. eril do til wana die. so tiring loh. cut and paste, cut and paste. draw draw colour colour. bahh. mdm sue demands so high standard! grrr. anywae, streaming ppr is mdm sue set one, so we surely can do it de! since we're already trained.. wahahahs.. aftr school went outside library.. we actually wanted to provoke pawan and piss him off.. they inside library.. den we rehearse our " script" but ended up laughin and laughin lyk mad ppl.. in e end din get our desired effects, so we went outside agn and den we bashed pawan! hehe.. deserved that man, who asked him to hide our bags?? hur hur hur. so.. yah.. thats bout all fer today.. more tmr.. or somthing lyk that..

blahblah...

2005-09-13T06:14:00.000-07:00

teehee.. its tues again.. band as usual.. haiis. sianz. practiaclly din do anyting at all.. sheesh. anyway, exams are just roung e corner! or maybe even on e same street as us already.. lols.. just three more weeks to e final year streaming ler.. oh shucks! im dead.. gotta start studying frm now.. and i mean NOW! hahas.. still hav eng corrections to do.. thanks to mdm sue.. who thinks that we don hav anyting aftr sch and can go home and slowly do our werk.. blah blah.. sickening man..thank god i've finished looking fer e newspapers newsletters and magazine articles already.. heehee.. anyway, fergot to say that sunday's service was super super SUPER great!!! =)) presence of god really very strong loh.. and we worshipped and worshipped .. wow.. i want that kind of presence in my room too! transform it into e holy of holies.. hahas.. well, anything is possible with god..

haiis .. bored..

2005-09-12T05:49:00.000-07:00

eeks.. very bored.. and very tired too.. haiis. wad to do.. its just monday! ughh.. still got four more days to go.. sheeshs.. hmms.. today nothing much happened bah.. e usual.. go sch.. lessons so tiring.. mdm sue and her homewerk.. *yawns* den aftr sch went np wid yana and sab.. yana wanna get some stuffs from popular.. so we just tag along loh.. hehe.. SAB U CUT UR HAIR!!! hahas.. looks a lil weird.. but april looks lyk a pontianak.. totally.. she reborn her hair very weird leh.. i not used to it.. so farnie liddat.. hur hur.. den went home slack around.. cant be bothered bout homewerk yet.. den aftr dinner den start to slog .. haiis im so crazy.. nothing to say ler bah.. cheerios! =)

*shoppin____'

2005-09-10T21:30:00.000-07:00

lets blog abt ytd.
*fri__'
last day of hols! wahahaha. went cyt hse cut hair. as usual. i mean, i go there every holiday liddat. left at ard 4 plus. went west mall shoppin and had tea. yumms. =) then went back cwp. shop shop shop til lyk 10pm! hur hur. its true. bought a new tee. i love it! had supper-dinner at mac aftr that. madness rite. my mother la. haha.
*today__'
hehe. saturday. goin cg later on, e 1st one. so i can go hme study lor. so guai rite. well, no choice cos exams are round e corner!! aaaaaaaahhhh!!! sundays i hav 2 go home aftr svc too. not serving for some time. boohoohoo. anywae im gonna change service alrd. cos sunday i hav bs, svc , then serving leh. by that time i alrd super tired. so i tink better change to sat svc. then can fellowship also. =) think shld b sat svc2. yup.

uhh.. bored..

2005-09-10T19:37:00.000-07:00

im so bored. haiis. oh great, can my comp move any slower? gRr. watever. aniwae, went fer cell group earlier. presense of god's quite strong lah. maybe cause we prayed in tongues for ten mins. yeahh. praying in tongues helps pull down god's presence. thats wat i alwaes do during my quiet time. was really touched in worship lah. felt that e words of e songs that we sang really meant ALOT to me. its was like god was speaking to me thru em. yah. so felt very good aftr that loh. haha. tmr im not going for e zone games leh. havta come back home and STUDY! oh great. freaked out by my exams . really need to depend on god's strength to help me thru these days. soi much stress from sch and everything. jiayi mavis backslide. yah, this is truly e time where the impurities get siffed out. anyway, i just had dinner. i duno why , but whenever im eating with dad, i seem to finish my meal in like, 5mins. maybe cause he eats very fast, and thus i follow. cause we're alone loh. like earlier mentioned, im bored stiff. gotta do my homework and revision now. sian!!!

blahh

2005-09-08T04:48:00.000-07:00

had to creep out of mi bed at seven tis morning.
jux to go fer band.
haiis..
why dun i live nearer e sch?
*sighs*
anw, didn meet farah or syk as planned..
owell.
lonely.. i m so lonely...
hahahas.
i was e 1st one to take e musicianship test lah.
gRr.
everyting was of ur own tempo de lehh.
shuckx.
even wen eu mess up, eu'd hav to cont by urself.
yangyang told mi need more air.
heez.
wadevarrxx.
supposed to hav sectionals aftr tt..
bud didn do anytg..
slacked.
den aftr lunch can go back hme alrdy!!!
yay! first tym release early frm band.
wen library den go hme.
watched tv and slacked ard.
even now.
im supposed to b doin mi hw.
bt im bloggin instead.
bad gurl..
hur hur.

its miie ...

2005-09-06T20:45:00.000-07:00

found out smtg.
i enjoy blog surfing.
bahahaha.
read sandys blog.
wow.
wonders how she gets all those stories.
they're really inspiring.
and they make mi fall in love wid Him once agn.
syk syas im in hot soup wid mr toh n e commitees.
one word- watever.
if hes nt hapi he can kol mi mum.
she alrdy tol ms lim.
so there.
gotta slog mi guts out fer one more month.
bahh.
sickening.
anw, mon i went np wid equationg.
took neos :))
totally rawked!
we had e dining etiquette course in e day.
so cool man.
went to breeks fer lunch.
soup salad chicken brownie
super duper filled up
cos we had 1/2 a chicken each can
bt e brownie was so0o0o0 nice.
yummm.
learnt lots frm coach jeff n shila too.
overall, i dun regret.
heehee.
its much betta den ani otr course.
hur hur.

*love You more and more wid each passing day..___'

hiie

2005-09-06T02:48:00.000-07:00

new blog agn.
im so fickle.
ahahahahahas.
whatever.
life has seem to get worse.
now e lorrys gone.
freak out!!
are we gona lose e hse as wel?
haiz.
i really nid to bulid up a relationship wid God.
i hvn bin dg my qt for a few days.
no presence of God.
and, i nid to noe how to minister to ppl.
lyk my mbrs.
duno wt to talk abt le.
sian arh.
anw,i really love dis blogskin.
grafitti rawkx.
hehex.

*zone drama team performing at church on thurs____'